L'amore e cieco

Well, a month passed, I have been busy and lazy. XD

Today, I drank a cup of coffee, and I thought I could stay up. Actually, I have stayed up  for a period of time already. Because of work, I never went to bed before 12 a.m. for the last two weeks. Now is 3:22 a.m., why do I stay up so late now? It is not because of the coffee, but a journal. 

Writing in English reminds me that I didn't update the blog for a while. Therefore, here I comes. Today's subject is "dork out." I learned it from my customer. It is a slang, you can't find it in the regular dictionary. You might get the meaning of "dork" but not "dork out."

躺在診療床上，閉上眼，眼淚像斷了線的珍珠一樣，一顆又一顆的滑落。

五分鐘前，難得放假的星期六，手機響起昨天交貨的客人手機號碼，有種不祥的預感。「字太小了，不對呀！不是這樣做的啊！」客戶在電話裡咆嘯著。昨天晚上在客戶的店門口罰站的半個小時，上個週末通宵幫客戶趕稿，下個禮拜四又是東西交不出來會被罵到臭頭的最後期限。沒有聲音地，沒有預兆地，淚水跟水脈裡暗流一樣，突然湧出。

「凝心靜氣啊！」想起懶惰用了好一陣子的暱稱。凝心靜氣，對，我需要凝心靜氣。我沒有時間自怨自艾，星期一還有四篇文章要交，還有兩個會面，還可能要出差做簡報。

It has been a long time that I didn't talked about English terms. After graduating from School, I have learned many terms related to the culture or life mostly, not academic terms anymore. 

I chose an occupation which seems to have no connection with my major, and I happened to learn something more fun and might help me in the future. My friend, Ayoko, said that involving in different fields will help you expand life experience and contribute to future students. Becuase of her advice, instead of being a teacher, I go for something else and wish my life will be fullfilled.

As a business reporter, I visited restaurants and catering very often recently. At one of the catering, a wedding event, I have learned the words, head table. What does it mean? A head on the table? Come on, of course not. 

標題很聳動，可是其實就是壓力太大罷了！

昨天，夢見俗稱的鬼壓床，夢到自己在睡覺，睡醒了卻無法動彈，從阿彌陀佛到髒話都試過了，夢裡的我覺得胸口很痛，卻沒有辦法醒過來，也沒有辦法動，只能一直感受那種壓迫在胸前的痛楚。醒不過來真不舒服！

朋友說，我壓力太大了！我想也是，下禮拜要訪問個大人物，表面上好像不緊張，搞不好壓力全都在睡覺的時候，一擁而上。